Saturday, February 18, 2012

It's been a while

   I figured it is time for an update. I've been dealing with major health issues and when your body won't cooperate it makes it hard to function. So back in January I joined a group that a friend was running. I was excited and happy to be taking part, except I had no idea there was a great amount of drama brewing. I had known this person for years, or at least I thought I did. It seems I really didn't know her too well at all and a side of her has come to light that I didn't know was there. It startled me to say the least, I didn't think she was capable of being so ego hungry. 

   I was wrong. Quite a bit of fallout ensued and I decided to leave the group. I didn't like what I was seeing in the group and I especially didn't like what I was hearing from other people. Whether or not she has noticed that I have left the group I have no idea. But I feel good about the decision to distance myself from her. I have stayed mum on why I left and not displayed out on Facebook for all to see. It's really not anyone's decision but mine anyway. Now I need to focus on other things like my jewelry and art. My body is starting to feel somewhat normal and functioning isn't too bad at the moment. 
    I can't help but to wonder what will happen once all the light and spark wears off on everyone involved with her. Will they see her for what she really is or continue to follow blindly and not question any thing she says or does. I can't do that, I am not a follower. And I certainly will not feed someone else's ego because they do not love themselves enough. In the end I have to know that I made the right decision and that is all that matters.    

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